God knows my heart wanted to love, but my mind was poisoned with lust. Love and lust are not the same. Love comes from the soul, while lust is all physical... Lust has no positive attributes - it only corrupts male and female. It is fantasy and deception that is contrary to love... Because of my sexual liaisons with the girls, my confidence grew and I thought of myself as a real man, but I was far from being a real man, I was far from God (Young Ezekiel, 91). |